IT'S SO DISGUSTING WATCHING TRUE LIFE: I WANT TO BE STRAIGHT.
it makes me so irritated and annoyed. let me just say this, no matter how much you try, if you are a homosexual, you will never be straight. trust me, i’ve tried. it’s disgusting that people won’t accept their children based on their sexual orientation. after all, they’re the ones who made their children.
all my guilty pleasures are coming to the spotlight today so it seems.
i woke up, and i was so horny. even after i’ve gone pee and fixed myself up a little, i’m still so fucking horny. i just want to have hot, intimate intercourse and i don’t even know why. also, i really want to eat some chocolate or some ice cream or something really unhealthy just because i can. i’m craving sweets, and maybe so chips too. ugh. i want to go shopping really bad, and spend loads of money on myself. why is this happening now? no. the real question is: why hasn’t this been happening earlier?
since i quit my job so i could have a summer, i have to experiment with as much as possible until i get pulled back into the world of responsiblity and reality. i am trying acid when i get back to michigan and i plan on only doing it once, i’m not one of those stupid idiot bitches who gets hooked on shit like that and ruins their whole life. i know i have responsibilities, but i’m young and i’m going to do it now before i get old. i don’t really give a fuck what anyone says or thinks honestly. since i don’t have a job to get money, i’m going to go house to house collecting bottles to raise money. i’m such a clever ass bitch. i need to think of an organization to use to say i’m raising money for. i’m so smart. or maybe i’ll say i’m raising money for my trip to spain. so many ideas, so little time.
literally. idgaf what any of you say, i would die to roll up a nice fatass trainwreck blunt right now and face that shit all night and take an adderall in the morning to recover. i miss jazzelle. me and that bitch have the most intellectual talks ever. fucking love/miss her. she’s amazing. i’m going to post a picture of her just so you all can see how beautiful one of my best friends is.
they know when you’re talking to someone. they swoop in and they’re just like “Hey”. they do it just to send you back to reality. once you think you’re over someone then *BOOM* there’s that text from them. it’s annoying. WHY CAN’T I JUST HAVE MY CAKE AND EAT IT TOO?! that makes no sense lol but really why can’t i just have one normal relationship without bein’ annoyed as fuck. SRSLY ~*~*~*