i’m so fucking irritated with being here, i would kill to be in michigan. it fucking blows being here. i’m fucking sick of this bullshit. i want to leave so badly. it is just one big wad of shit. i want to come home, i want my old life so bad. it feels like sometimes i can’t even deal with this anymore. things get so hard, i’m lonely ALL THE TIME. there’s never really anyone to talk to, i mean yea there is my mom. but like, sometimes i wish there was someone here, to talk with, to laugh with, to do nothing with except sit around. i can’t live like this anymore. i hate this life sometimes, it consists of absolutely nothing.
i don’t hate you at all… it’s just that i don’t like to be accused of things that never happened, and i’m sorry it turned out like this, that people are so obsessed with getting us to hate each other, i just feel like sometimes we expect the other to say bad things, that we never really for once think that we could actually be telling the truth and the other source could be lying.